Gosh.. does anyone ever just want the day off from diabetes? I do! I do! Maybe half a day? An hour? Well I will keep wishing, but since we all know that is just not possible I will just tweak my attitude. I will practice some positive thinking. Yes let the positive thinking commence.
I had an endocrinologist appointment a couple weeks ago. It went as well as I thought it would. I need to tighten up, I need to work out daily and have better sugar control. Something changed in me this week. I have this fire in me. I am so driven to absolutely kick diabetes ass. No more excuses, no feeling sorry for myself. I will live the happiest life I can, taking one day at a time and do all that I am supposed to do. Of course every day is not going to be rainbows and butterflies but I can try right? Isn’t that all that we can do anyway in life?
I am in the driver seat here, no one except me can do this. Right now this is a legit full time job. I know that once I get use to this new stricter normal, I will be so glad I did! My best advice that I can offer is everyday do the best that you can do. No one is perfect and lord knows this disease is extremely complicated. We can do this! Together!
And side note I would like to report that I have worked out two weeks straight, taking only the weekend off. I feel very happy and accomplished! It is really only going to get better from here on out! That is my goal and wish at least :)